Yesterday i made an IG-story with a pic of a photographer, who’s work i really like since many years, but then a model contacted me, warned me about him, and sent me this inactive resource account with testimonies of victims, or ppl that have had trouble with him: http://www.instagram.com/cvatikresources. Go check it out yourself and be grossed out.
So i started taking this medicine Champix (Varenicline) again to stop smoking, and as it gives you very vidid dreams and nightmares, i decided to keep a dream diary.
Tonight i dreamt about school. There was this test we had to do, or this homework we had to prepare and hand in, but of course i wasn’t ready.
It’s a bit early to make my ‘Gute Vorsätze’ list for ’20
but i felt like doing it already anyways
so here we go:
They tried to climb up
and then especially
there’s not so much
It’s really quite amazing how these mood swings work.
It’s like i first need to fall fall fall, so deep, and smash with my face against the bottom, before i can look up again and smile.
I dunno what’s wrong.
I was very busy, went to Belgium, did like nothing for the whole 5 days, just sleeping, eating, smoking, making walks, watching movies, spending time with my mum.