You know this situation in which you’ve got a little platonic crush on sb, got their nr. and then you need to stay all cool and play the game and not send tooo many messages, though actually, you just wanna write with them all day?
I’ve been feeling quite down recently. Which is not surprising, it’s my disease. I don’t even really know why. Is it my ex? Annoying photographers? IG that blocked all of my actions, cause it thinks i am a bot? (like really, you feel down, start bing watching and liking pix and even social media punishes you for it).
When i read about bpd, to inform myself, it’s a guaranteed mindfuck.
Since i’m doing therapy, i’m thinking more and more about how it is for me to live with bpd, how it affects my life, relationships, how i can reduce the symptoms, etc.
I was going through a big down last month.
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With my grandmother